I hate the feeling of being infatuated to someone, even if I knew that person is just playing games with me. I constantly fall for the same mistake, twice? thrice? gosh, I can't blame the God given heart I have.. It sucks to be felt used after a long time of being with that person, you can never say if they have a good intention towards you, or is it just for beneficiary purposes. I never expected for someone to be so charming, with oozing persona yet a tremendous exploiter... I thank God he brought me back to my senses and lost all this feelings towards this person, who is unworthy to be treated good.. I wish you a better life and more useful person to use to get your means.... ^_^ I wish you luck..